Seven Years of waiting
Inspiration - 7 years of love by Kyuhyun
Pairing - Kyuhyun / Sooyoung [Kyuyoung] , Sungmin / Sooyoung, Sungmin / Sunny
Genre - Twisted sad romance
Rated - PG-13
"Yo-yoboseyo," I take the call nervously.
"Kyu oppa," Her voice rang beside my ear.
"Sooyounggie! I just wanted to call you for a lunch." I said nervously.
"Me too... i.. got something to tell you." she said softly, that's unlike of her.
"What happened to you, Sooyounggie? You sound ...."
"Nah, just tired after few hours of flight..." she said, although it doesn't sound convincing enough.
"Oh.... alright, see you later then." I said.
"Yeah, bye." She hang her phone.
Slowly, i hang my phone and take out a box tied with a white ribbon.
Opened the box, it was a ring shining out with a small piece of diamond on it.
Today is the day i wanted to proposed to her.
Although we have separated for 3 years because of her work in overseas while I'm busy with my Singer- career, we will always send mails, webcams or by letter no matter how busy we are.
"Hey! What are you doing?" Yesung saw me as i was sitting on the sofa at the SM. Office while looking at the room.
"Nothing, by the way, why are you in the building? I thought you got schedules?" I asked him while closing the box.
"Oh there's a change in schedules, so i came back to take some stuffs..." he looked at his watch then turned back to me," Wanna go lunch?"
"I'm meeting with my friend. Mianhae, next time?" I said while smiling to myself.
"Alright, who are meeting huh? Sooyoung-sshi? " Yesung asked me.
I just smiled at him and walked off.
"Never mind, since you don't want to say, i can't forced you too." Yesung smirked at me.
- At the Sapphire blue Resturant -
Sooyoung was there sitting, while me feeling nervous as i approached her.
"Aishh.... Cho Kyuhyun, just walked to her like normal days! It's not that you are scared of her, right?" I said to myself.
"Hey sooyoung!" I saw her dazing blankly in front of her.
She didn't answered, i shaked her shoulder again,"Sooyoung?"
She then 'wake' up and immediately said," Oh Kyu oppa, you are here?"
"Yeah, hey why you look so dazed just now?" I asked her.
"Huh? Nothing, just thinking some work stuffs..." She said as she smiled to me weakly.
"Work stuffs? Yah, you should take some rests! You have been going out of the country so often that i don't even have time to see you!" I said as I pinched her cheeks.
"Yah!" she beat my arm playfully, "Anyway Oppa, i got something to tell you.." She immediately get into serious mode.
I looked at her curiously and said," I also got something to tell you" i smirked at her.
"Ahh, then Oppa, you said first...." She said.
"Nahh, ladies first, hah see, i'm such a gentleman!" I grinned at her while saying.
"Yeah Yeah, Gentlekyu? Oh, i just created a new nickname for you huh?" She said playfully to me but after a few seconds, she became serious again.
"Oppa... If one day, i'm going to married to someone else but not you, what will you do?" She asked me.
I stunned at her questions, why would she married to someone else when she had me as her boyfriend? In addition, I wanted to pro- propose to her today...
"Wh-why are you asking this question?" I said while blinking my eyes.
"Just answer me, Oppa." Her eyes was starting to get red and her voice was like sort of shaking.
"I don-don't know..." my words trailed off.
"Oppa, I'm getting married." She said to me.
I stared at her, secretly slapped my thighs to tell me if this is a dream or not, but it's painful, not painful physically, but mentally, i feel like my heart was breaking into pieces, my mind keep on repeating the sentence 'Oppa, I'm getting married'.
I managed to open my mouth and said," Yo-You are going to ma-marry to wh-who?"
"I'm going to marry to... Sungmin-sshi." She said as her eyes was red enough and i couldn't see her face anymore - my eyes was teary on the side and i feel i could break down anytime.
How could she marry to my... my close friend? I really couldn't understand, they never interact, but how could it be?!
"It's- not my decision, I'm- ma-marrying for the sake of my father's company, his company are currently now in debts and he need Sungmin-sshi 's father help, so...."
"So you are marrying to Sungmin under agreement?" Now, i could feel my anger inside me was bursting out as i asked her harshly.
"Ye-Yes, K-kyu, I'm... Sorry. It's just that.. now my father was in a total mess, i couldn't even help in any way as the company was sinking... But if i don't help my father, no one would, my mother depending on my father, my sister was happily in her own small family, she can't help too--"
"Stop, Stop it. I don't want to hear anymore, I know you are helping your father, I-I will give my blessing to you and sungmin." I said as i leave quickly but she hold on to my hand.
"Kyu oppa," she stand up and hugged my back, "This is our last hug before i married, Oppa, remember our love and happy memories in your heart and mind forever, because i will forever remember there's a man who called Kyuhyun that i love him more than myself and everything we do together."
Suddenly, tears start to rolled down my cheeks, while i said,"I will always remember it, forever."
I turned back to her, looking at her face and hugged her closely to my body.
I don't bear to let her go with Sungmin, no and never, but for the sake of her family, she had to do it, i have to let go of her.
Goodbye, my forever love.
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For months, i have been locking myself at my own room in the dorm, while Yesung and Ryeowook has been sending meals to me as i didn't even stepped out of my room.
I couldn't faced anyone, except my close friends and my best friend.
Leeteuk-hyung, who lives in another dorm, always come by and bought lots of food especially for me, but i wouldn't even touched the food since i don't feel like eating, while Kangin-hyung would always come in and have a man talk but it's always him who do the talking while i'm just sitting there - pretending to listen.
Hankyung-hyung would always cooked his special dish - Beijing fried rices and some chinese food, but as usual when Ryeowook send the meals to me, i wouldn't touch it and the next day, he would just shaked his head and bought the food out of the room.
Donghae and Hyukjae will always passed by our dorms whenever they are back from dancing session with Yoona,Hyoyeon noona and Yuri noona although they lived in another street. While Kibum and Siwon had tried to talk to me and convince me to eat while Shindong and Heechul-hyung had do lots of silly things like dancing to SNSD's gee and imitating Yuri noona's moves in Run devil run or even telling jokes to me (when his jokes aren't funny at all) , and after a few days, i finally eat a little of the meal but i still can't faced anymore, i can't faced Sooyoung or Sungmin.
One day, Sungmin came.
I know everybody was trying to prevent Sungmin to visit me as i was recovering, but he still came. I know i need to face it sooner or later, it's the time, i have been avoiding this all these while.
"Kyu." he called my nick.
I didn't look at him, but i could sense his awkwardness towards me.
"I- I just want to pass you this." He slide the envelope to me," It's Sooyoung who ask me to pass this to you."
I looked at him then started to open the envelope, it's a invitation card.
' Mr. Cho Kyuhyun, you are invited to come to the wedding of Lee Jaekyung 's son Lee Sungmin and Choi Youngmin 's daughter Choi Sooyoung. '
I stared at him and said,"so you guys, so fast?"
"Yeah, my father wanted this marriage to be as soon as possible. Sorry Kyu, i know-"
"No need to say sorry to me, i'm fine. I will go to you and... Sooyoung-sshi 's wedding, don't worry." I said to him.
"Oh okay, i have to go now, i got some invitation cards to pass." Sungmin said as he stand up.
"Okay, bye." I walked to him to the door.
He left while i close my door, looking down at the invitation card again and again.
If only....
the name could changed to my name....
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The day had come, many friends of sungmin and sooyoung, wealthy people and reporters came too, as this wedding, after all this are the wedding of two top company in South Korea 's young master and mistress.
Seohyun, my younger sister and Ryeowook stand beside me as i walked into the church.
"Oppa, are you okay?" Seohyun saw me as I looked down, trying to hide my depression in my heart, but i can't, i didn't reply her.
"Seohyunnie," I could see Ryeowook shaking his head to Seohyun to signal her not to ask me anything.
"oh alright.." she nodded her head, then we go in while hyungs and noonas are there.
We walked to them as Seohyun and Ryeowook greeted them while I just bowed to them, not saying anything.
I sat beside Ryeowook who sat beside Seohyun, after all, he is dating my younger sister and Leeteuk-hyung sat beside me.
"Kyu, you can actually no need-" he said but i immediately said," hyung, don't worry, i'm alright."
He just shaked his head and started to talk to Taeyeon noona another side.
I keep on look down, don't even wanted to think about Sooyoung in her beautiful wedding dress, should be very beautiful like angel..... however, the one who can be with her isn't me, it's Sungmin.
Suddenly, the wedding march began to rang throughout the whole church, the church door opened.
Revealing Sooyoung and her father, she, in her beautiful wedding grown, it's the one we saw it few years ago.
- Flashback -
We are walking along the streets as we just ate finish our lunch and anyway, she wanted to shop around too.
We walked pass a wedding shop and beside the glass, there's a beautiful wedding grown that caught her eyes.
"Oppa, this is so beautiful....." She was totally admiring the grown while i was standing beside her, looking at her face back and turned to the wedding dress.
"Oh, Sooyounggie, do you want to try?" I suddenly asked her mischievously.
She turned to me shockedly and exclaimed," Yah, don't joke already! It's so expensive! Let's go~~" She immediately pulled me away and I laughed while saying," Hey, just try once! To prepare for our future wedding!"
"Gamekyu, who say i'm gonna marry to you next time?" She said as she blushed.
"I say it! Come on, let's go try since you love that dress!" I exclaimed as i pulled her back to the shop.
"Ahh, it's so embarrassing! Let's go..." In the end, we didn't go into the shop as she took a last look at the grown.
- End of Flashback -
She walked towards the priest and Sungmin, looking dull and didn't smiled at all, while her father is smiling like the gold dropped from the sky and Sungmin are smiling, more like smirking to her, it seems that he have some plan behind the ceremony.
As soon as she reached Sungmin and the wedding march stopped, the Priest began,"Mr. Lee Sungmin, Do you pledge to share your lives openly with one another, to speak the truth in love, promise to honor and tenderly care for one another, cherish and encourage each other, stand together, through sorrows and joys, hardships and triumphs for all the days of your lives?"
Sungmin looked at the priest, then to sooyoung and turned back to the priest and said,"I do not"
Everybody in the church gasped as the lots of wealthy bosses and their wives started to gossip around, making the noise and Sungmin and Sooyoung 's parent started to panic.
All my close friends looked at me, Sungmin was looking at my direction.
He started to say as he walked to my direction,"the lead man isn't me, it's..." he stand in front of me, and continued," Mr Cho Kyuhyun"
Sooyoung stared shockingly to Sungmin then looked at my eyes.
"What's happening?! Sungmin, what are you doing?!" Sungmin 's father shouted at him, he didn't react anything and continued," This wedding was under an agreement with Sooyoung 's family and mine. I don't love Sooyoung, i can't promise to to speak the truth in love, to care, cherish and encourage each other, i can't stand together through the sorrows and joys with her, because i.. don't love her. This marriage wasn't the love between both of us, it's only an agreement. I don't love her and i don't want to spend my whole life to be with the one i don't have any feelings for, because i have someone special in my life. I'm sure Sooyoung doesn't want it too, because she already have someone special in her life that could do all the above things that the priest mention."
I was in a shock, while Leeteuk-hyung, Donghae and Ryeowook started to smiled while Hyukjae patted at Sungmin 's back and smiled too.
"Yah! Sungmin, if you break this marriage, the company wouldn't be able to work together anymore!" Sooyoung 's father exclaimed.
"Don't worry, you guys aren't already signed the contact of working together?" Sungmin smirked at him.
Sooyoung 's father looked at Sungmin 's father, while Sungmin 's father said," Son, how dare you..."
"Stop it father, I'm not listening to you again, because i have my own true love. Didn't you and mother are also married under the word of 'love'? Then, isn't it unfair to your son that he didn't get any love from the marriage? Why are you being so selfish, just for the sake of your company? It's always work stuffs that makes you noticed me, I tried my best to work for the company, doing my best for company, and now, you are sacrificing my love for the sake of your company! I wouldn't let go of her again!"
Sungmin 's father walked towards Sungmin and slapped hard on his cheeks, we gasped as i stared shockingly at Sungmin 's father, i can't believe he will do that to his son.
Sungmin 's tears was going to dropped off, when we heard some sobbing from the girls' side.
Sunny was crying too, she was in the same state as me, as she was Sungmin 's love.
"I don't care anything again, i wouldn't help you anymore.. I'm sick and tired of this life!" Sungmin said as he went to Sunny 's side and took her hands.
Sunny looked at him and keep on shaking her head but Sungmin just stared at her eyes and he ran out of the church with Sunny 's hand holding tightly to his, running together with him.
Finally, I looked at Sooyoung as she walked towards me.
I stand up and she said to me softly,"Oppa"
I hugged her tightly to my body, i don't want to let go of her again, never.
Author's note ^o^
I wrote this long time ago & it has not been promoted so well, so i decided to put it here as a replacement of my next chapter.
I know this story is damn long, but please pardon me as sometimes, i don't have inspiration so now, i'm trying hard to continue this story.
Meanwhile, enjoy this one-shot :D